cupcakegirl's Cancer Blog
September 5, 2008
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I am somebody who doesn’t have a ton of friends. But I have 7 or 8 really close friends that have been with me for the long hall. Some of my friends didn’t make the cut after cansor can along. Some of my family didn’t either. I have never heard from my mom. She has always competed with me and I thought that would change when I was diagnosed. I find it strange, but I try not to judge it and just let it be. I writing this to tell you all that I feel closer to you all then my family or my 7 or 8 friends. I worry about you and find myself thinking about you all through out my day. I feel like I am waiting for test results again. I am grateful for my cansor. I am grateful for my heart bursting wide open and truly loving others as is. You are the most special people.
Yesterday events happened that I can’t explain. I will explain more in detail later. But at the top of the list is an appointment I have at 8:30 to see space for a cupcake store. Big Fat Cupcake. I don’t know where the money will come but something in my gut is screaming go see this space and see. I will write more later. Have a beautiful day.
Thanks for your support -
Congratulation on being cancer free! I am very happy for you! you must feel really good about that, you’ve worked hard.
I feel for you about some people can be supportive and others can’t. I kind of accept those who can’t and try to be appreciate those who can. One thing the cancer has taught me so far is to appreciate what I got, which includes this site and all the nice people here who understand.
Good luck with big phat cupcakes! They sure sound delicious to me already :)
Yuyu
Awesome! Your cupcakes are so pretty. Everytime I see a picture of them I want to reach into my computer and grab one. Everything does happen for a reason and you will be a success in anything you do! I can feel it!
I have also learned who can and who can’t handle it. It’s a life lesson.
Hugs & good luck with the new space!
Sonia
No worries, I’ll be your friend. Cancer free is too cool and your cupcakes are too hot!
Here are prayers that you dream big and live bigger. When your bakery is up send me an address and maybe I will take a ride.
Good luck, God’s love and peace
Mac
Great hun, I hope everything goes well. I also have a baked goods company and if you ever want any advertising let me know and I will be glad to help promote.
Hugs
Assefa
How did the place look? I am around this weekend and next weekend if you want to grab coffee and out of town durning the week.
Hi Jill, my realtor wrote a letter of intent! Opening dec 8th. What is your cell number?
Hi, Kathleen:
I know how you feel about the people who helped you and those who couldn’t cope. When I started having chemotherapy, it was assumed that my retired sister would be driving me. But, right before my first treatment, she called and said she just couldn’t do it. She ended up having a small breakdown and couldn’t handle seeing me for weeks. Finally, she was able to visit occasionally. The other sister (who is employed) took off a week when I was first diagnosed to help me through all the shock and questions I had. She has been by my side throughout everything. I don’t love my first sister any less; I realize everyone has their own reasons for how they react, but I do appreciate my other sister more for being there for me.
Hey, I finally figured out your picture is of cupcakes. I always thought they were pink mums! I’m a little slow.
Good luck with your ventures. Everything sounds wonderful for you!